I lost my partner just over 2 years ago and life since then has been full of life tests.
Having to cope by myself is very new to me as my partner was the organiser,from paying bills on time,
Food shopping,organising Xmas and birthdays and we guaranteed to have a memorable holiday every year.
Good i am but im not that good to remember, organise and forfill.
I had a emotional 3years caring,looking after and being there 24/7 for my loving partner and trying to make her final days as dignified as possible.
2 years on from this and nothing ,i mean nothing has improved my outlook in life.
I live daily with anxiety, depression, no self belief and purpose.
I just plod on doing the same @#@- day in and day out.
But i can honestly say ,ive getting one thing out from all this grief.
"BELLS PALSY "
Great ,just what i needed right now.
Can I blame stress for bells palsy??
Now i have the worry of how long my face has to be like this.
As with every event in my troubled life ,Ive wrote a little poem about it.
I hope i have captured what its all about and look forward to recovery…
GIVE IT A STROKE.
I thought this life could get no worse,
But life’s new chapter contains a verse,
Brought together a certain way,
A poem is born what will it say,
Life’s a story going on and on,
Those tragic moments I thought were gone,
Without pre warning there was no sign,
Apart from this I was feeling fine,
Of all the body it chose this place,
The whole left side of my ageing face,
You think the worst! it is a stroke,
Typical diagnosis from a bloke,
There is a condition I did not know,
It’s not a stroke your off deaths row,
It’s called Bells palsy it can be caused by stress,
Weakens facial muscles your looking a mess,
So what comes next in my life of gloom,
A suspect package “what’s this say?”
BOOOOMMM!!!
