On the 2nd of October my entire world stood still, I got the call I never thought I would EVER get. My best friend my soul sister my everything had died, I feel the pain inside me every single day, I suffer with eupd like my friend for over 10 years we pushed each other to be the best version of ourselves regardless what happened to us in our childhood pick each other up when we was down, she most definitely lit up any room she walked in and is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever set eyes on, so beautiful and pure inside and out, due to how she died and what happened there was a lot of complications it’s took so long to get a coroners report, she’s finally at the chapel of rest and I’ve spent some with her, yet I still refuse to believe she’s gone the thought of never seeing her face or her voice rips me apart i feel physical pain thinking about her i honestly don’t think i will ever be the same again i love and miss her so much how does people cope? When does it get easier because all that’s running around in my head is I just want to be with her I don’t want to do this life without her I’m hurting so bad I just need help and don’t know where to turn or who to ask
Hello @Emptyshell ,
I can see that you’re new to the community, so I wanted to say that I am so sorry for the loss of your best friend that brings you here.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that may help right now.
- Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care,
Alex