My mum was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2011 and I helped support my mum and dad through this but mum.passed away 2 years 8months ago. Dad and I supported each other to pick ourselves up and a year later my dad was diagnosed with advanced prostate cancer . He fought very hard and infact randomly does from encephalitis which was a shock to us and doctors as well. He died a month ago today and due to him having a fall.and surgery between two hospitals the coroner had to be involved which delayed the funeral to the forest just gone.
I feel lost and as if I just lostboth my mum again as well as my dad.
People seem.to be hurrying me to get back to reality and I can’t I don’t feel like I’m.being allowed the time to grieve. To sleep or hide if I want to when I need it. I’m 34 Nd I feel as if I’ve been cheated of having a happy life.and future with my.parents. I feel so so lost.my anchor has gone .