So sorry Anne3-We will forever now be among the “walking wounded.”
My thoughts are with you as you struggle through these difficult days. Xxx
Thank you Anne3-Suppose I can say I am not really coping. The anniv. & her birthday is in May-My broken heart remains in pieces. I know you are missing your beloved Mum too. I know everyone here can relate to this relentless pain. Xxx
Keep posting and reading posts here. You’re never alone there is always someone who heard your pain. I feel for you.
3 of May she died, 5 of May would be her earthly birthday. My broken heart chipped away at, the wound re-opened. I bought a birthday card, put a prayer inside (the 23rd Psalm I read at her service) I bought her roses. Just like the last 2 of her absent birthdays, I will get a cupcake, light a candle and wish for something I cannot have (her return to me).So begins another year of sadness, so the break in my heart widens, the void opens further. Back to work I put on my “outside face” inside my heart is bleeding. Xxx
Dear Sister 2
My heart goes out to you
Yes it’s heartbreaking & everyone on this site is grieving some kind of loss
At least we get some comfort from reading or posting ourself on this forum
Yes I know what you mean feeling ill after someone dies
Family sometimes friends just don’t understand what your going through
As you know my Dad died last year
I barerly knew him but it’s changed my world things will never be the same
Went through lot disagreements recently with my brother I don’t care about the money I’d much rather my Dad was here
It broke my heart can’t describe the aches pain inside
Just feel so alone 🥲
Yes sister 2 reg anniversaries it’s nice you have a ritual in memory of your sister
I would have nice single blue died rose light a candle write msg on helium balloon say prayer release into sky
Thank you S47, Those rituals help for the moment, but then we must face the painful fact that another year has passed without our loved one.
I know you are struggling too. Sorry your brother is causing more strife.
I relate to how certain family members can make things harder. Yes, this is such a lonely, heartbreaking journey. Take care. Always lovely to see your post. Xxx