When you can’t fix your broken son and who suffers from anxiety and depression and is autistic. My son understand what has happened to his dad and now has health issues thinking he is going to die or something will happen to me. He has panic attacks and thinks he has everything wrong with him. We have been doctors time and time again but unfortunately he won’t talk to anyone. My daughter has been sat here all evening trying to help him 
this has only got worse since my husband died and we are all struggling 
my son has lost so many people in his life and the one strong person was his dad and he worries about me because I have health issues I could just go on all night talking about how life is so cruel and how bloody angry i am and how much more shit can we all take you think it’s getting a bit better than all hell breaks out and you are back to the start. Well i for one have had enough of my poor son suffering 
I’m sick of suffering and I’m sick of having to put my poor daughters out. Nearly 15 weeks of bloody hell 
well I’ve had enough of it all. Just give me and my family a bloody break from this hell life we are living. Sorry to you all because i know it’s hell for you to and i just needed to say it Sorry 
No need to apologise. I know how you feel. They are doing some “Bereavement Workbooks” with my daughter. I looked over them first, not impressed, but they seem to think it’s a good idea. Not so good that it has made any difference to her screaming some days. Apparently it is upsetting for the others and hard work for the staff.
She is there for 30 hours a week and at home with me for the rest of the week. Like I don’t know it’s hard work!
She can be a little bugger, but, oh, how I love her!
Please don’t apologise for ranting.
You have things you need to get.off your chest.
And here is a good place to do it.
You are not alone
X x
@Judy10 no need to apologise for needing to have a rant, I can’t begin to imagine how hard it is for you and your son. It is eight weeks today since the light went out of my life and that is hard enough. I really hope you can find some peace soon.
Rajay I’m sorry for your loss and it’s nearly 15 weeks and it hasn’t got any better 
my son is a mess and because of his autism not much help about. Big hugs 
Willow112 i know you all understand and you know how hard it is. I just want to scream and I’m so bloody angry 
i can’t stop the pain for my son. Big hugs
Liro thanks 
it’s horrible when you can’t stop the pain for your son who is already suffering with anxiety and depression hope your day is ok big hugs