Richard and can totally understand that. Living in Brighton must be great so much on so much to do. You know you got to keep doing these things dont you i dont think Jean would be happy if you didnt sounds like you had a fun active life xx
I don’t actually live in Brighton but only about six miles away so it is handy, I am going to call it a day now, but can I just say thanks for being there Karie you have been a great help to me, I don’t think I could have coped with losing Jean and now with everything else going on, and all you who have a chat with me, Thanks again.
Richard xx.
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We are helping each other Richard so thank you . sleep tight hopefully chat tomorrow xx
Hi all hope everyone has had a nice day, had a bit of a weepy day today with one thing n another. but hey ho tomorrow’s another day see what s@@ that brings to me eh xxxx
Hi alex i have spent most on the day on and off here chatting its been nice sorry to hear you had a bad day. I hope tomorrow is better for you x
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Thank you Karie could kick myself now as for some weird reason I’m craving shredded wheat with milk not unusual you may think bit the fact that I’m dairy free so have not had milk since I was about 3 years old. But it’s like mmmm I could just eat that now. I don’t have anything from a cow n don’t eat red meat. World’s fussiest eater. Next I’ll be craving a bloody big steak 
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Alex you just made me laugh that is the most random thing i have read today xx
Oh Karie I know I’m known for just coming out with like Random stuff. Glad I made you laugh though I’m just feeling really down need to find me again need the bubbly care free chatty sociable me bk coz the way I am now is certainly not me. Need to throw myself into work my team need me as much as I need them xx
Alex what you need to do is feel what your feeling dont force anything its a slow process. The old Alex will come back when its time i agree with working being busy is the best way to get through grief x
Oh Karie I’m a person that needs structure i have to have structure n routine although my routine has changed but I’m sure I’ll find a way that works for me. My whole world n my life revolved around my Rikki now it’s just me n it’s hard like god dam hard xx
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My daughter is called Rikki weird and spelt the same i believe there are signs everywhere x
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Oh wow what a coincidence my Rikki was just a bundle of fun like me crazy n outgoing would give you his last penny. He use to call me his little fiery pocket rocket coz I’m on 5ft 2 haaa the things you remember hey xx
Omg he sounds just like my Rikki they could have been related thats so weird what are the odds of you chatting to someone who has a rikki too spelt the same way. You Rikki is letting you know he is there for you and he is listening xx
im off now for the night i wish you all well and sweet dreams xx
Karie he’d be telling me to stop crying get a grip n get your act together. He hated seeing anybody upset especially me nite all god bless xx
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Hey Alex, I’m here again because I don’t sleep, might get about 4 hours if I am lucky, give me a shout I might be about.
Richard xx
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Morning all another restless night but don’t expect anything different hope today gets better for me try have a good one all and good morning xxxx
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Very true Karie. We are due our annual salary review and despite the fact that staff are lucky to be working from home some are still asking me what rise they will be getting this year ! Never mind that people are struggling with much more important issues. I really despair at times of some of our staffs priorities when so many people do not have jobs or families to care for them. Take care xx
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Chesney Hawkes sometimes does the rounds with 80’s revival shows but of course that will not be happening for a long time yet I guess Stay safe
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Oh ok, I didn’t know that, haven’t of him lately
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