Can't deal with it

i read my own tarot cards i asked if chip was still with me a card jumped out while shuffling it was the lovers card x

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That is lovely, Karie, your chip was with you. x

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I thought I’d post a photo of Tim a few years ago x

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handsome fella lovely smile x

Thanks Karie it’s nice put a picture , as I’m constantly talking about him x

Stephtim look at that gorgeous natural smile :kiss::kiss:

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thats what we here for to talk about them share memories to keep them alive. I love chip so much i want everyone to know about him and i expect you all feel the same way x

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Yes definitely and I love to hear all about him x

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Thanks Alex :blush: x

same goes steph

It’s great we can share stories about them :blush:

i think so Steph i dont want to ever stop talking about Chip. I refuse to let him be forgotten. After being in a violent relationship with a man who mentally and physically abused me who taunted me about my size to find a man who thought i was beautiful and made me feel that way was so much luck on my behalf. Chip was no angel but omg he loved me so much sometimes i wonder why. I could be mean to him. I feel bad because when he was ill i thought he was milking it so i would tell him off. But what i try to get people to understand chip was invincible in my eyes nothing could take him down he was my hero x

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Oh Karie what a b*****d it breaks my heart to know you’ve been through that :cry: thank god you found chip, your soulmate, life is very cruel :kissing_heart::kissing_heart:

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Thats exactly what he was my consolation is that i got my beautiful daughter from being with him. I dont know what chip saw but in his eyes i was the most beautiful girl in the world he never made me feel bad about myself. I thank him for that my confidence grew and grew with him and i found myself doing stuff i wouldnt have done before he showed me a new life x

Just so you dont feel bad for me. The person who treated me like crap about my weight etc is now 30 stone and he cant move around he cant go out and his life is crap so i think there is definitely a little thing called Karma. It made me stronger while he has been suffering i found chip and i was loved like a queen. We never had much but we had small holidays family days out and time together. Who needs money when your loved. Chip did his best and i never went with out neither did my girls. My youngest was 10 when i met chip so they didn’t see him as dad. When i found out chip was going to pass i was worried how i would manage with funeral etc my daughter said we already sorted the money mom i said you didn’t have to do that she said he is my Dad thats the 1st time she ever said that. He was a blessing in my life warts and all x

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Bloody hell Steph you did alright for yourself, your Tim was gorgeous :heart_eyes: x

:facepunch: karma, what goes around comes around.
Chip sounds a lovely family man, he made you get your confidence back and made you and your daughter happy. Love is definitely all you need, material things don’t matter to have found someone that makes you feel so special is the best thing in the world . For your daughter to call him dad that must of been so special , it bought a tear to my eye xx

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Mrs Colt fair play :laughing:

:rofl::rofl::rofl: yes I think so :wink: x

I cried Steph thing is i dont think she knew how much she loved him until it was too late i just hope he heard her call him Dad he didn’t think they cared. He knew the cared but he thought they just thought of him as moms if you understand what i mean. x

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