Aw Karie I had to be strong for my other children and my Alex was with me and supported me through everything inquest everything but now I’m on my own got my boys but it’s so different this time it’s hard to explain xx
No he wasn’t that good looking Steph but he was kind and funny and clever and he was mine 
Well I think he’s lovely 
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Alex you have lost the person who supported you through the worst time of your life
Should have gone to Specsavers 
Mrs colt I just learn to live with the fact he’s left his mama it’s not easy it’s f@@@ hard but I’m doing it do my crying behind closed doors nobody sees that side of me I’m very good at hiding how I feel if there was a degree in it I’d have 1st class with honours xx
Don’t be daft
I did Mrs colt selfish for leaving me isn’t he my prince 
Bless you Alex, why does bad stuff happen to good people eh 
I knew about Alex’s son it’s heartbreaking and your so strong Alex 
Alex i know exactly how you feel. My girls are trying so hard to help me above and beyond but all i need is chip.
I always think it’s the circle of life that we are going to lose our parents but it is beyond comprehension for a child to be taken
I’m not blowing my own trumpet as I don’t do that but I’ve always been a strong person everyone that knows me says how strong n how stubborn I am I’m very very stubborn if you hurt me just once that’s it you don’t exist finished I don’t speak to you again. Harsh cow arnt I 
I am the same Alex you get one chance with me I am very unforgiving. Also a very feisty hot headed Scot
Aw Karie it’s hard isn’t it as I’m saying to my boys I’m here please talk to me we can help each other support each other but when there ready they’ll open up to me coz I know there worried about me xx
Alex its not harsh. I have always been hot tempered but i do calm and i let things go and now more then ever i have found life is to short to hold grudges. My sister and chip had a falling out 10 years ago she told a lot of lies about him causing the family to bust apart. I find it hard to look at her when we talk because she hurt my Chip but she had no issue helping out she and mom catered the wake. I will never forgive her hurting chip but time to move on. I dont know how you go on Alex i can barely function at the moment the loses you have experienced is so great and i think you are super strong you son would be so proud of you. x
Love the Scottish me had many a good bevy with you amazing Scots on holiday like going the supermarket at 11 in morning for water and falling in at 4 the following morning with me bottle of water bikini on sarong round me neck n flip flops well there floating in some sea somewhere 
I believe in Karma too.
By gum Steph, he is a cracker, enough to fetch the ducks off the 
watta as we say in Yorkshire, :
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Aye that’s us Alex 
Here she is our glorious Mary don’t you all love her 