Can't deal with it

Losing a partner
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Or we could make it a Friday night thing so it doesn’t get boring :joy::joy:

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Aw bless you Steph thinking of you today sending you a virtual hug xx

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Hug back :kissing_heart:

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hope your ok steph x

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Hi Karie how you feeling today xx

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pretty low today to be honest just one of them days. How are you feeling Alex x

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Virtual hug sent your way I’m in work today which helps me lots now panacking at the thought of going home to an empty house. It’s awful so quiet :sob::sob:

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Hate being on my own all you do is think isn’t it karie and I do think alot and to be honest I do my own head in​:see_no_evil::see_no_evil: I keep saying stop being so negative be positive then I say positive about what just hate feeling like this need a new routine we’ll try get one anyway as like you all my life is so different now it’s just me :sweat::sweat::sweat::sweat:

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very different. and with lock down nothing seems real. thinking is the worse i start and try and stop myself but cant avoid it forever x

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I know Karie as soon as I start thinking what if if only why a million things I try to stop these thoughts from occupying a space in my head as I don’t have the answers. But suppose I have to take each day as it comes and replace this negativity with happy memories then that will upset me so it’s a no win situation. Just pain pain and guess what more bloody pain :pray::pray::sweat::sweat:

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i feel exactly the same way x

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Hi Karie,
Thanks for asking, I feel a bit better today, had a horrible day yesterday with my grandsons birthday, FaceTimed all through the day and broke down every time I came off :sob: I feel for Tim not seeing his grandson turn two.
We’re all suffering with our loss and now suffering not seeing our kids and grandkids :weary:
I don’t want to moan about it as so many families are losing loved ones every day from this bloody horrible virus.
I hope you’re ok xx

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Hi Alex how are you? Are you working today xx

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Hi V and Mary, hope you’re ok :kissing_heart::kissing_heart:

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Hi Steph so sorry you had a s@@ day ye in work till 8 tonight. I’m ok when I’m in work as I’m not thinking if that makes sense. It’s when it’s time to go home I get all anxious and think I don’t want to go home I have no routine what am I going home for x

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I know what you mean :cry: it must be hard I wish you had your sons with you :kissing_heart:

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Thank you, Steph, I am ok today, I have had some bad afternoons this last week. I hope that you are ok too. x x x

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I know Steph it’s so hard n horrible without them yes I facetime watsap messages n stuff but I just want to hug them and hold them. I don’t like them seeing me upset as when they say are you ok mum I burst into tears I can’t hide it I don’t want them to feel the pain as when I ask the same questions they say there ok as they don’t want to upset me. No win situation it’s so hard xx :disappointed_relieved:

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Mary it’s so hard isn’t it, a better day today.
Sending a hug :kissing_heart:

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It is hard, it must be hard for them not being able to cuddle you. Let’s all hope this lockdown will end soon so we can give everyone great big cuddles. I’ll think I’ll be squeezing them so tight and never let them go :joy::joy: