Where do I start I have PTSD due to trauma and loss. My Dad died when I was 4 then my grandparents over the years, neighbours. Then the worst struck in 2011 Mum got secondary cancer brain tumour and lung I had to watch her die I’ve never got over it I loved with Mum we were so close part of me is broken in half. Then the 2015 my gran dies she was there for me so much we would talk for hours on the phone
Grandad died year later. Then my godmother suddenly in ICU.
I feel lost, lonely, everyone is disappearing soon I will be the only one left. Im 45 but feel so much like a frightened lost child. My health is not good and I am struggling physically but also so much mentally.
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Hi , Im so sorry for your tragic losses . You have taken a step in the right direction to seek help and support. Do you have any grief counselling near you ? Its hard when it feels like everyone you love are dying . I have too had many losses . I joined here last night as Im struggling to cope with the loss of my brother 6 months ago. I already feel this is helping , releasing some of the pain .
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Hi Lolaberry, thank you for messaging so sorry to hear re your brother.
It is very hard to get your head round.
I went to a support group back when Mum died but maybe I need more. GP has upped my antidepressants yesterday.
All the best.