CHRISTMAS

Hi everyone it’s lamenting me again🙋🏾‍♀️

Christmas sing & dance rehearsals have began at the community field,they’re selecting best singers & traditional dancers i can hear drums, flutes & horn trumpets, they are rehearsing for christmas inter-clan competitions, I am hurting & crying, I wish i can join the singers, I can sing, I used to lead praise & worship at church, on local crusades & on street evangelism. when my dear husband drowned the pastor asked me to stop ministering ,he respects man made rules more than GOD , he said i should get deliverance from God first. 2yrs have passed ,he hasn’t called me back in ministry.

I am going to cover up, cover my son & we go watch the rehearsals. it hurts to be excluded from the community & your people b’se of something no one has power to stop from happening. No one wants to be a widow so early in life. That’s me in photo ,the lead singer on street evangelism, it was in SEPTEMBER 2023 my husband drowned on 2nd November 2023. NOW I WALK IN SHADOWS.

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Hi @Peace02,

I’m really sorry you’re facing such a difficult time. I’m sure someone will be along to share their thoughts, but I just wanted to say thank you for bravely sharing this with us. Keep reaching out,

Alex

Thank you for sharing this with us. I also know how it can feel extra hard as a musician myself. When you hear other musicians playing you want to join in. But with the extra grief, it must make it hard for you. You are always welcome to come on here to talk about it. Take care x

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