I would love to get myself out of this home I am in, disability ( MS) and living out of the way, living on a steep slope is not an option, no car, and now the dog has been re-homed to a lovely couple in a bricks and mortar large house with garden just outside our parkhome where he is having a far better life I could ever give him, he would also be pining for his master( how can one tell a dog that his master didn’t leave him, he done nothing to make him leave him nor to pass him to another dog loving owner, and he is not coming back, he " the dog " will never see his master again " the car has gone back to Lutons car manufacturing plant, Richard retired after 39 years from one of their offices many years ago, I am stuck here in Dorset, yes Dorset is a lovely place, but not so lovely when the person you went there with t start a new chapter in your life has passed away, just 3 years later…
Oh I want so much to keep busy but their is only so much I can do is this home each lonely and empty day…
I am living amongst a beautiful scenery yet hardly can venture out by foot to explore it, only wished that I could…To say I hate this illness that I was diagnosed with 4 years ago, same date that Richard passed away on, 11th April, yes how uncanny but true…Where I now live is a hikers-ramblers paradise, now if only I wasnt diagnosed with this MS at the age of 64, I am now 68, I would be out and about taking in this scenery, listening to the birds, looking as I was passing each tree, up and down the hills, looking at the sea in the far distance, if only as I know this would help to clear my head of everything that goes round and round in each day…
David, you are doing everything right, yes get out and about, enjoy what you see while you can get out and about to enjoy it, wish I had walked more with my 3 dogs ( when I had my 3 dogs ) when I had a good pair of feet and legs that would have taken me…As I have often said, never take anything for granted, no not even our body parts, our feet, our legs, our eyesight, we never know when they can be taken away from us, same for our loved ones, some things just creep up on us…
Jackie…