I’ve just lost my Dad (10 days ago). He was ill but he fought a courageous fight and I was really hoping he’d pull through. When he was well he was always fit and strong so it came as a shock when I had the call from the hospital to say he’d passed. I guess it’s never not a shock no matter how prepared you are. I’ve been very sad which I think is normal and when I remember I’ll never speak to or see him again I feel like I can’t breathe.
To cut a long story short this weekend some information has come out in relation to the wider family and it’s made me furious and I really don’t know how to process it. It’s a deep burning rage and taking over from my grief and any happy memories I have about my Dad which I don’t want to happen.
I’m trying to find other people who have perhaps been through a similar situation with a parent with previous marriages and children (estrangement) etc but I don’t know where to start. If anyone wants to chat please send me a private message…
Thanks so much,