Coping with birthdays

My sisters birthday is on Saturday I don’t know how I shall cope with it after it only been 6 weeks since she passed away. The other thing I found myself doing is going to pick the phone up and call her to tell her some thing then it hits me she is not there then the tears start I just don’t know how to cope with it all

Hi I lost my twin sister in dec2020 , it’s our birthday on Thursday my second one with out her, last years just came and went as I was still coming to terms with every thing , we just had the funeral . So this one feels as if it’s my first with out her , Maria

Oh bless you I know it seems like you are missing apart of you. Today I saw something while out shopping and I wanted to tell her what I saw

Yeah I I’m , she was the one who enjoyed the limelight I just stood back