Hello Christine
Just wanted to drop by to wish you a bit of peace and a good night’s sleep. I’m going to try and get a bit of sleep myself now.
Will catch up tomorrow.
Much love to you both xx
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Morning Christine,
Did you manage to get any sleep last night, it was really muggy and uncomfortable to be in the house. Today is going to be another hot one.
I’m off to church soon it’s communion today with a faith lunch and full church council meeting, so I will catch up with you later.
Make sure you look after yourself and drink plenty.
Love to you and Porsch
Debbie xx
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Morning Christine
Was thinking of you both in the early hours.
Hope you have a day of calm and if you want to sit in the garden you do so, for you and Porsch because noone else is as important as you both are to one another.
Much love and will check in again later
Xx
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Hi Debbie,
Can’t stop crying but have been sitting out with Porsch this morning. Writing down good and bad things I notice. She’s loving her new food so was up extra early this morn. I’m noticing things I didn’t see before - the rapid heartbeat, chemical smell, a twitch here and there, vacant eyes. But she is still washing, engaging, purring, enjoyed being stroked last night and touched my face with her paw so I could continue. She loved me being on cushions on the floor next to her.
I just wish the vet had looked for this the first time I took her in after mam (2 Nov’s ago now). She was given steroids to boost her appetite, stop the sickness and meds for the diarrhea. I’ve kept trying different foods too. I had no clue what to look out for. It’s a blur now. Mam would have known what to do. Will ask Suzanne what the final stages are to look out for but it’s heartbreaking to let her go, but to let her suffer is even more so. I thought she would live to a ripe old age. My life will be even more empty without her here. Don’t know how I’m going to cope.
Got a text from my niece, not asking how I was or Porsch, but that their old rental house had been done up and put back on the market. It’s really odd how I can respond to it like a robot as if nothing is wrong. Don’t know how she doesn’t understand how devastated I am, even though I told her I don’t know how I’ll cope without Porscha.
The creep left earlier but there are family round (think the woman is back there again) so lots of gardening power tools even though he isn’t there. Feel so intimidated being out there. Every time I step foot outside his mate with the dogs is there. There’s been lots of chat about me crying and having to get the cat put down and that I have no one to help me. They don’t even have the decency to let me suffer in peace. The running commentary continues. I really hate being here and when Porsch leaves me there’ll be no reason to stay. I feel so trapped.
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Hi Tina,
I have been sitting out with Porsch but the creep’s family are there doing the power tools on his behalf as he’s gone out early. I stayed out as long as I could with her but couldn’t stop crying every time I look at her. Also there’s a running commentary on me crying and having to get her put down. I can’t even cry for her in private. They can obviously see me and are watching. Sounds like they’re cutting down the boundary trees now that the fence is up (I was removing the panel with all its fixtures in prep for the new piece going in before I got the news about Porsch). I feel so isolated and vulnerable, especially now with Porsch. Don’t have the strength to fight back or stand up to them. I wonder if the family know about him breaking through the loft wall.
I can’t look at Porsch without crying. I keep imagining having to say goodbye and the fear in her eyes. I really don’t know how much more of this I can take. Mam would have been with me and stayed to help look after Porsch and know when the time is right. She’s relying on me to protect her and I can’t from this. Don’t know how I’m going to get through tomorrow. Don’t know what is going to happen. Making a list of things I have noticed, good and bad and will post to Suzanne as she can ask the vet and nurses.
I’m just as heartbroken about Porsch as I am about mam and Porsch hasn’t even left me yet. Want it all to stop
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Hello Christine
You are doing well to get from hour to hour and it’s great to hear she’s taken to the new food. If she can eat and rest it will give her some strength.
The situation with your nextdoor is horrific Christine. I really wish I was wise enough to think of a solution. People can be so pig-ignorant. Whatever happened to live and let live. I can imagine everyone knows everyone else’s business. I’m really sorry all this is happening. You have been through such a lot recently.
It’s a terrible thought that you may have to go to the vets alone. What about those with the poorly cat that you were looking out for before? Would they help you, do they know what’s happening with you and Porsche?
Keep holding on Christine. I know it’s not the same as having friends that can come to your house but we are all here all the same.
I’ll check back soon.
Much love xx
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Hi Christine:)
I was reading your posts and if you have any questions I can certainly ask someone but as for signs of when the end is coming unfortunately all cats (like people) it will be different for all of them but as I said I can certainly ask questions to see if they can give you any peace/hints x
If you want to go outside and be with Porsch then do it whether Creep is there or not because he has no right to stop you from spending time with her and ignore their snide ass remarks as they are nasty assholes and their comments hold no place in your life…ignore them xx
Your vet will guide you and inform you but they will not and nor should they make any decision for you x
As for living alone and dying sooner….eh hope not lol x also the oldest woman in the world is a spinster with no kids who lives on beer and lives with animals lol x as Debbie said there are plenty of people who live alone who are in their ‘80s +…my auntie was one of them.
Must go take my washing in as looks like it’s going to pour…chat later 
x
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Suzanne, are you there? Just read the info for thiafeline 2.5 medication (twice daily) and discovered it should not be given to cats with liver disease/ renal dysfunction (reduces the filtration rate) as deterioration will occur. Should have regular blood tests taken to monitor bloods / biochemistry. Really shocked. Don’t know if her hyperthyroidism is primary or the kidney failure. Not sure if the vet is trying everything possible after the phonecall I received Friday. Rheumocam 0.5 mg/ml given over 7 days to make her wee but now needs anti biotics to clear blood in sample. Leaflet says not to use in cats with renal dysfunction. Renal failure is listed as an adverse reaction and can be fatal. For use in musculo -skeletal disorders. Risk of increased renal toxicity.
Really shocked and upset. Couldn’t think straight after the initial shock but now shocked again that she shouldn’t be given this from what I have read. Surely if she has kidney failure she will die sooner on this medication? Don’t trust vet now.
Can you ask the vet/nurses at work? I’m afraid they just want Porsch to be put to sleep. She’s loving her new food and is still enjoying her garden. Googled condition and making lists of quality of life diminishing and she’s not there yet.
I’m so upset. Thought this medication would help her but both meds will have made her kidney condition worse. My appointment is early tomorrow.
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Hi Tina,
After the initial shock of the news I managed to read the info with the medication and I’m absolutely horrified that it has made her kidneys worse. Both medications can result in kidney failure. Just posted to Suzanne. I thought this would give her some hope but I think it might be given to speed up her death. I’m dreading tomorrow even more now and have to go on my own as I can’t ask anyone.
Managed to wash my hair and pop a wash on but while sitting out the creep has arrived back shouting ‘I don’t care’ and there’s been a lot of whooping shouts the whole morning. They seem to be thriving on this. But I’m still here because I can’t leave Porsh alone. I’m really scared, not that I will be physically attacked but that I cannot withstand their bullying as well as my upset for Porsch. She’s asleep in the dappled shade at the mo and won’t come in even if I tried, like yesterday.
Tina I’m so utterly devastated. I just don’t know how I am going to get through this on my own. I know you’re all here for me and I love you all and would be lost without you. Truly.
It’s all gone very quiet since I brought the laptop outside apart from the creep banging about. He has such a bad attitude towards me and is so bolshy when he has an audience. All because I do not want to be perved at.
I keep imagining my life without Porsch. How can she not exist? All I want is for this to all stop so I can join her and mam. I will be at peace then.
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Hi Suzanne,
Just posted to you about the treatment and my fear that it shouldn’t be given to Porsch with her kidney failure. Has it made it worse? Don’t know what it was like before the medication. I’m dreading tomorrow. Porsch is really enjoying her food warmed up but still only eating very small amounts.
The creep has his family with him and his bitch mate so you can imagine the shouting and then silence because I’m being watched and giving no reaction. Think being on the laptop is intimidating to them because they’ll be wondering what I’m doing. If I have my phone out here they think I’m recording their conversations. That’s how paranoid they are. I’ve never been bullied until now. Giving no reaction seems to confuse them. Can’t understand being this hated beause I did not like being watched by the creep and having him break into my house. Still astounds me that it is a real situation I’m living in.
All of this is happening alongside trying to not cry about Porsch. It comes in waves, torrential downpours. I get distracted by doing small tasks but it doesn’t last long before I’m in bits again. Just really shocked and hate that I didn’t act sooner but never knew it was serious. Thought she was off her food and being sick with furballs after mam. So why didn’t the vet test then for her kidneys/ hyperthyroidism? She was given steroids to boost her appetite and meds to clear the diarrhea. I keep trying to get a timeline (a year and a half ago) to see where she should have been tested / diagnosed. I hate that I could have acted sooner to prolong her life / treat her condition. I’ll never forgive myself. I just can’t bear her to die and leave me.
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Can hyperthyroidism cause kidney failure in cats?
Due to the hypertension (high blood pressure) that develops with hyperthyroidism, however, damage to the heart, kidneys and eyes can occur. After diagnosis, the majority of cats can be managed with medical therapy, a medication called methimazole.
What is methimazole? Methimazole (brand names: Tapazole®, Felimazole®) is an antithyroid medication used to treat hyperthyroidism in cats. Its use in cats and guinea pigs to treat hyperthyroidism is occasionally ‘off label’ or ‘extra label’. Many drugs are commonly prescribed for off label use in veterinary medicine.
How long can a cat live on methimazole?
What Is the Life Expectancy of a Cat With Hyperthyroidism? After diagnosis, a cat’s life expectancy depends on many factors. One study found that cats who were treated with methimazole followed by radioactive iodine (I-131) typically lived for another **5.3 years
How do you treat an elderly cat with hyperthyroidism?
How is hyperthyroidism in cats treated? One way to treat a cat with hyperthyroidism is with an oral medication that contains methimazole. The medication can be given life-long or to stabilize the cat before other treatment options, such as radioactive iodine therapy or surgery.3 Dec 2019
When should I stop giving my cat methimazole?
Your pet should be monitored closely for adverse side effects such as tiredness, vomiting, inappetence, yellowing of the skin or eyes, or itchiness. If these are seen, discontinue the medication and contact your veterinarian.
Thioureylene medications are ideal for treatment of hyperthyroidism in these cats as they are titratable to control hyperthyroidism as much as possible while avoiding clinical deterioration due to CKD.
How do you treat hyperthyroidism in cats with kidney disease?
Methimazole or carbimazole are used (orally or transdermal), at a low starting dose (i.e., 1.25 mg orally once a day). This allows assessing the impact of anti-thyroid therapy on renal function. These patients should be monitored every 2 weeks. Dosage adjustments should be made prudently.
Can late stage hyperthyroidism in cats be treated?
Many of the symptoms listed above will not materialize until the disease has progressed significantly in your pet, but even late-stage hyperthyroidism cases can be successfully treated.28 Sept 2022
Can late stage hyperthyroidism in cats be treated?
Many of the symptoms listed above will not materialize until the disease has progressed significantly in your pet, but even late-stage hyperthyroidism cases can be successfully treated.28 Sept 2022
I’m not a vet but wish I had the knowledge to know what the best treatment for her is. Making me cry again. In the garden with an audience of retards! They clapped! And lots of laughing earlier. When they go silent I know I’m being watched.
Can’t do this but I’m the only one to care for Porsch. Wonder if my therapist will come with me. But he’s so busy. He’s not a vet but is clued up on all sorts of conditions so the technical stuff of how it all works will be easy for him. My brain keeps stopping. I keep looking at Porsch to make sure she hasn’t died. I gave her a little wash until her chin earlier to keep her cool and wipe away the bits of spready cheese she hasn’t washed away. She was always so clean. I can’t bear this.
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What is the gold standard treatment for hyperthyroidism in cats?
Radioactive iodine therapy is considered the gold standard for treatment of hyperthyroidism; however, most pet owners currently chose medical management with oral or transdermal antithyroid drugs. An additional option—nutritional management using a limited-iodine food—is now available for cats with hyperthyroidism.
To them she’s just another cat who has reached the end of its life. She is everything to me. I need to do absolutely everything I can for her. Can’t forgive myself for not acting sooner. I can’t not question what they have given her and the potential damage that it has done. She’s always been precious but I now wonder why I didn’t take more care in watching her, monitoring her for possible conditions now that she is older.
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How long can a 15 year old cat live with hyperthyroidism?
The important thing to know is that hyperthyroidism is not a death sentence! Most hyperthyroid cats do very well and can live another 5 years or more when they receive appropriate treatment. However, some cats continue to have health problems or even develop new ones as time goes on.17 Nov 2022
So if she didn’t have kidney failure she would / could live longer. I’m in such a fog now of information overload, questioning her medication and whether that has made her worse.
Can thyroid problems cause kidney failure in cats?
If left untreated, hyperthyroidism can actually speed up the development or progression of kidney disease.9 Sept 2016
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Tina I can see you are there. I’m in such a panic. Feel like I’m going to pass out with anxiety. All I have is info on Google and what the vet has told me.
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Why do hyperthyroid cats meow so much?
Signs of anxiety in a cat – including pacing, yowling for no apparent reason, and restlessness – are a common symptom of feline hyperthyroidism. This is due to increased stimulation in the nervous system which is a common occurrence in cats with feline hyperthyroidism.
I’m so ashamed at myself for shouting at her when she was screaming for no reason. I now know why. I was always so busy and thought she was just looking for attention. Didn’t know she was needing me to comfort her. What is wrong with me?
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What is hyperthyroidism in very old cats?
Hyperthyroidism is a common disease in cats, and mostly afflicts cats middle-aged and older. Also called thyrotoxicosis, hyperthyroidism is caused by an increase in production of thyroid hormones (known as T3 and T4) from an enlarged thyroid gland in a cat’s neck.
Do cats suffer when they have kidney failure?
In cases of end-stage renal failure, there is typically no pain associated with the kidneys. The big concern in cats with kidney failure is quality of life, because rather than feeling pain, they may feel sick and have nausea and weakness due to the buildup of uremic toxins.6 Dec 2022
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Hello Christine
I can imagine you wanting to get to the bottom of things and it’s confusing that these two things have been picked up together at the same time because it makes the timeline harder to separate.
It’s tricky with the medication isn’t it. Is that both the Thyroid medication AND the antibiotics that can cause or worsen kidney issues? Has she only just been on those recently?
You won’t have made any situation worse Christine. They are both completely separate issues as well. It’s probably just that being discovered at the same time complicates the issue.
Do you have an early appt tomorrow. I’d be on the phone 1st thing and ask if you should stop one or both of these medications. At least you can get to the bottom of that aspect of it at least.
Your neighbour needs sorting once and for all, not quite sure how but in the meantime You and Porche are the most important consideration so just view him with the disdain he deserves.
Is she still resting now?
I’ll drop back soon.
xx
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Christine I’ve just seen your info so will read up on it now xx
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Hi Tina,
The more I read the harder it is to see a way forward. Sometimes I have hope that more can be done:
How is kidney failure in cats treated?
The goal of treating kidney failure is to slow the disease’s progression and manage symptoms. Depending on the symptoms and their stages, treatment options may include intravenous fluids to correct dehydration, vitamin injections, nausea medication, potassium supplements, and other measures.
Heartbreaking to imagine Porsch in her final hours:
For cats with end-stage kidney failure, nursing them in their final days will mean keeping them warm and comfortable, with food, water, and a litter box nearby, as well as lots of quiet human companionship.
I don’t even know whether she has acute or chronic and wether the medication for hyperthyroidism has made her kidneys fail as a poison:
Acute Renal Failure
This type of kidney failure happens quickly, within a few days or weeks. It can occur in cats of any age and is commonly caused by poisons, disorders, diseases, organ failure, medications, and other factors.
Acute renal failure can often be reversed if caught in time.
Chronic Kidney Failure
Chronic kidney failure causes the kidneys to gradually stop working over months or years as they lose their ability to filter toxins from the blood. This type of kidney failure has the potential to progress to total kidney failure.
So I have the 'upset ’ (a mild description of the uncontrollable reaction as if she has already died) and the confusion as to whether she is taking the right medication.
Also, her bladder infection could have travelled to the kidneys to cause the failure.
Appointment first thing (after an hours drive in gridlock traffic).
Might try phoning my therapist now but I can’t ask him to come with. He would do if I had to get her put to sleep. The thought of her dying at home with me nursing her is too horrendous to contemplate. I don’t know how I’m going to get through this.
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Christine Ive just read up on this and can see how complex it is. One thing affects another and so on and you just think they are separate conditions don’t you, as anyone would.
Don’t go berating yourself for shouting at her, it means nothing. It’s the actions that count. You’ll stop at nothing to protect that kitty so let go of that thought.
A lot of medication data sheets contain info that can scare the living daylights out us as humans but in reality the professionals have weighed up risk/benefit depending on the pets condition but I’d definitely be ringing then up first thing to query it and put your mind at rest.
Get yourself a drink Christine and take a moment. You need to recharge your batteries fir a while, you will understandably be worn out
Speak soon though xx
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