I’m lying in bed. Crying myself to sleep.
Cause I feel bad . Cause I can’t remember my dads funeral 
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Is that ‘normal’…
He died of colon cancer just before Christmas. I feel bad…
My brother is in prison. Recently…cause of drugs . Blah .
The only thing which makes me feel ironically better is I’ve committed suicide before lol. So I know what a beautiful place you go to , for sure…
Im sorry you cant remember, sometimes the bloody brain has an awful way of forgeting things that were an ordeal for us.
I hope you can remember some of the good times though?
Thanks I can’t remember even graduating blah I went to university…and I just remember part of my 3rd year lol. So …it’s awkward I don’t like to ask my mum if I can’t remember that . Cause of a brain injury.etc…
Anyways thanks for the reply , much appreciated
Night night 