Ive recently in the last 3 months experinced grief 4 times. 3 bareavements, my uncle, my grandmother, who was a significant strong female figure in my life, and my beautiful dog and best friend of 14 years, whom i lived alone with most of that time. As well as these passings, my partner told me a couple of weeks before hand that he had a one night stand with a women, and in the midst of all this grief, i wasnt paying as much attention to my surroundings, in my daze fell down some steps and broke my foot- although that has healed mostly now, its still stunting my ability to do things I usually enjoy, hiking etc.
I cant comprehend everything that has happened. Im so confused, my emtions are up amd down on the daily. Its pushing people away from me.