When my dad was alive he had an affair with my mums sister who lived with them. Mum was pregnant with me and my aunty was pregnant at the same time. My half brother and me were born 3 months apart. My dad died when i was very young. Mum had boyfriends. I never liked her having them. I didn’t wont them to take the place of my dad. I found some thing out about dad i don’t know if its true or not. Ever since then i stopped grieving for him and stopped talking to him from heaven. I’m still like it to this day. When mum passed 6 months ago i wondered if dad would be there to greet her. She would make him out to be nasty one minute then say she loved him the next over the many years he had been passed over. I’ve only just found out my dad was there waiting for my mum when she was crossing over with his hand held out to her. It made me feel like it did when died and all the times mum had boyfriends frightened she was going to be taken away from me. Now i’m jealous of mum because dad came and took her away from me. I didn’t know you could feel like this. Since this has happened my bond with mum has really lessened. I felt jealous that mum and dad had heaven sex straight away when mum got there. I also feel mum betrayed me with crossing over with dad. For 55 years i had mum without dad. For 55 years she kept telling me how bad dad was so to did my eldest brother when he was alive. Then this betrayal happens. I feel so bad for being jealous and hurt about the broken bond. I didn’t know you could be jealous of spirit people in heaven. I’m shocked to find out this can happen. I wondered if anyone else has ever experienced spirit person jealousy. I want to work through this jealousy find the answers and understanding to it. I’m beginning to realise jealousy doesn’t just stop when someone physically dies. It’s a human thing it doesn’t exist in heaven. That’s another reason why i don’t understand why i’m jealous of mum because jealousy doesn’t exist in heaven or other different physical beings (aliens) of light or where they live. Jealousy doesn’t just happen in humans it happens in other physical species too on earth.