Dreading it
Cant beleive Tom it will be 1 year ago my dad died on Valentine’s Day
Managed get heart and star balloons will write msg Tom release them
Will light candle & say a prayer for him
Will get florets dye rose blue for me for my dad
Hurts so much
Barely knew who he was & Covid restrictions made things 1090 times worse
His birthday would have been next month
Last sun was would have been mum in laws birthday
23rd this month will be 1 year ago she died cancer
Hi S47,
I’m sorry to hear about your dad and your mum in law. The way you were planning to commemorate your dad sounded very sweet - it’s so important to remember our loved ones in the way which feels right to us, and I hope it brought you some comfort in this hard time.
Hazel
Online Community Team
Thanks Hazel
Past few nights difficult in tears just now
Started writing down some things in a journal
Have so many regrets about my dad & I can’t change any of it
Tried to find him but just to late it’s complicated?
Don’t know why I feel like this hurts so much inside you get this achey feeling inside etc
Really wish he was here but he’s not
Yes lit candle for him last night said prayer for him
But it’s not going to bring him back.
Cant Beleive he died
Florest had issues with spray paint so no rose painted blue
But did get few thistles & white rose purity
Written msg on balloons released them into sky
As for my mother in law wow that’s another story she died of cancer in that wee tiny room in the hospital
It be 1 year on 23rd this month
Sometimes you just feel so alone
Ever though I’ve got family they don’t understand
As for my husband well that’s another story too
Don’t feel get any support from him
Apart from he pays mortgage I’m grateful as lost my job last year & dam virus made everything 1000tines worse
I’m carer to my grown up children
My life has changed so much over past year
Mum in law died
My dad died dam Covid came made everything 1000times worse/restrictions etc:sob:
Then lost my job
Then 2 aunties died