It’s only been 5 days and feels like, both at the same time, a long time ago since we were in the hospital and just yesterday. I’m staying with my mum so we can help each other. I feel OK then BANG apparently outnof nowhere my eyes are burning, tingles in my chest and neck and I cry… Every day I have woken up and he’s still alive then seconds later the realisation hits… Every day we both think, just maybe… Just maybe he’s still alive… Eventhough we were with him from hospital Admission to his last breathe then 30mins after… My head feels like the pieces in a jigsaw box-I know what the picture looks like but it’s all scrambled and I can’t put the pieces together

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