It’s been 17 months since I lost my dad I’ve been depressed ever since but lately I’ve been getting guilty; that I wasn’t there to see him out of this world, I had Covid at the time, I just feel there was more I could have done, I don’t know what but it’s gut wrenching.
Something small will happen with my son like first jump on his scooter at the skate park and the first thought is dad would have loved that; it hurts just to know il never hear his voice or his keys again. 
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I know how u feel hun, im totally with you .Covid was not down to you your dad knows you wouldve been there if you could . Sending big hugs always here x
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