Take it one step at a time! I never got married, at the moment I feel ok, but I don’t know if that’s the meds as last time I saw my consultant I was told fractures in my back had increased from 5 to 7. The cancer has been attacking my back, I did have high levels of calcium in my blood when I was in hospital. I don’t know where I am now, I have a appointment with my nurse on the 30th no doubt they take bloods. Hopefully I will get an update. You not alone with cancer it feels like you are, but you not. I had problems with Thalidomide I not took any the last 2 days but might have too tonight as it’s a cancer killing drug.