I can relate to this.the weekend of 8th-11th June at our fundraising event it felt odd not ringing sue and walking back in the house knowing that sue wasn’t there broke me
I’m going through the same my husband of 24 years die suddenly May 21 2023 very very raw I’m confused frightened to grieve probably as I’m scared of what I might do
I 'm in Kefalonia now with my son,brother in law and granddaughter, Joan loved Greece and I planned 4 two week holidays this year after sorting out our pensions.
I thought that if I went to a resort where we had never been before where there were no reminders I would cheer up a bit, no such luck, the whole world is a reminder that she has gone.
I’m dreading going back in that house.
I feel the same. Nothing is important anymore. The worst has happened and life is short.
@bootsie
Try and just relax and take time out on holiday to just be"…
I highly recommend Alan watts on you tube or Jason Stephenson these have been a lifeline to myself through this mad insane grief…
Find a quiet spot put your headphones on and give them a listen