My darling husband,the love of my life died last week. I feel nothing but utter, utter despair. How can i go on knowing that I’ll never see his dear,kind face ever again,never hear him say night night,God bless, never lay next to him listening to him breathing. No one said it would be so frightening, this life without him. I miss him,miss him,miss him every second of everyday. 
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Im so sorry you are here, sending so much love to try and get through this xx
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You are not alone, i lost my beloved husband 9 weeks ago, im struggling without him and the tears haven’t stopped since he went, i miss him so much.
So sorry for your loss xxx
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Chris one week in is a horrible time. The first weeks you are in shock. Its scary. You have no idea how to start this new life. The answer is one step at a time. Do what you absolutely have to. Accept help. Don’t think ahead, that is far too scary. The sheer panic and despair will calm. 16 weeks for me, brain knows he is gone but my heart is not accepting it yet. I wonder if it ever will.
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Im sorry for your loss i lost my partner 2 weeks ago and everyday since has been a struggle…putting so much pressure on myself instead of letting myself grieve,its just so hard.all i do is cry day and night,never felt pain like it xx
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Thank you x
Thank you everyone for your messages…its a small comfort ,but one nevertheless to know im not alone with this utter despair and loneliness x
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I lost my partner Blaise one month ago. I too miss the sound of his breathing. You are right about it being frightening and the despair and loneliness is unbearable. I am sorry I can’t tell you it will get better in time, I hope it does but right now it seems unlikely.
Take care my friend. xx
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