Still cannot come to terms with the harrowing loss of my daughter upset and weeping again.don’t know what to do about anything anymore.my girl was more of a rock to me than I ever really realized.I try to occupy my mind with being busy .sometimes I feel it must be a nightmare that I will awaken from but alas its just so terribly true.if it wasn’t for this site I don’t know where I would be.the only remnant I receive is that there are others on here going through this agonizing pain .I feel for every one on here.Annette.

I share your pain. I’m seven months on from losing my husband very suddenly. The thought of losing a child is beyond bearable. I miss his physicality, his fun, his friendship. I adored him and he adored me. Simple. I’m going to work each day to block my pain seeing all my friends and their husbands enjoying retirement. Life is precious and when it’s gone you can’t believe it. Keep plodding on. That’s what I’m doing. Some days are ok others are awful.