Tomorrow the 12th will be the second anniversary of losing my husband. Seems all my friends have forgotten what Tomorrow is . Not one of them has been in touch. I will be spending the day going over and over that awful day i stood at his hospital bed watching him drifting away from me. How can it be 2 years . It just doesn’t get any easier.
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I’m so sorry about your situation. I wush i could think of something to help, but all i can say is try and keep busy… pathetic I know. Its only been just over 3 months for me and im trying to live in the moment as the future is too scary to comprehend. Will be thinking of you tomorrow. Xx
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Thankyou leigh. sorry for your loss . My heart goes out to everyone on this journey that doesnt seem to have a end . Its like being on a merry-go-round that doesn’t stop we can’t got off .
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13 weeks today (Saturday) for me big event today me and my friends have had planned for a year and I know I can’t face it. Wide awake with knotted belly and sickly feeling knowing Im still not ready to go out. I think everyday that passes gets harder can’t imagine how I’d feel in 2 years 
try and remember the good times and what he gave you
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I am just about the same stage. Have been out once apart from for 2 short rides with a friend. The thought terrifies me as well. I do hope you make it and it will be fine. Xx
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I can’t not ready yet 
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Totally understand and I am sure your friends will too. That knotting feeling in the stomach is terrible. Xx
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Yep then the pity looks then the are you alright. Then the tears
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I am going back to bed in the hope of an hours sleep before my carers arrive. I surely must sleep sometime. This sleep deprivation is additional torture.
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Good luck
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Didn’t work. All I did was lay there awake. Try again later if I don’t fall asleep in the chair.
It’s the hardest part sleeping I find
Don’t they use it as some form of torture?
That made me chuckle but I agree
I am known for a quirky sense of humour but it isn’t funny.
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@Misprint
I am so sorry it’s going to be an especially sad day.
All your friends on this forum will be thinking of you even if your own friends haven’t remembered the significance of your day.
Sending hugs x
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Thankyou just reminiscing going up cemetery later x
@Misprint dear misprint thinking of you today. I know how hard it is. Take care sending hugs x
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Thanks nice of you to think of me . Hows everything with you
They have some, have tried to stay with me but I’ve barred them and made them go. They good people