I lost my daughter on 14th October, and up until this week hadn’t dreamt about her. For the last few nights (since being back from my partners where I go for a few days) I have dreamt of her every night, sometimes in the morning. Always similar dreams - she is still here but we know her diagnosis and that we are going to lose her. The dreams leave me with mixed emotions, sad because of the knowledge of that was coming, with lots of tears in the dreams, but always a nice feeling of her being close. I had been asking her and God for signs that she is here with me, maybe these are those, or maybe they are just dreams, but either way I think, although they can be upsetting, I am glad to have them. Strange how they started the very night we came back to my home. She and her brother were brought up in this house, perhaps that’s why, perhaps coincidence. There has to be more of her in this house than elsewhere, even though she hadn’t lived at home for many years. I think I want them to keep coming. Thank you God and Sarah.
I just posted on another thread about dreaming of my lovely son.
I had a lovely dream last night, Zac was sitting with me on the sofa in nothing but a pair of shorts which was his usual attire when he was at home, in my dream he had still died but I was able to give him a hug and a kiss. It’s strange really but a lot of people have said to me that they dream of the person that’s gone and then wake up to the terrible realisation that they’re not here but since the moment I knew he had died I’ve never had this, I never suddenly remember he’s gone it always seems to be with me and when I dream of him he’s always still gone but somehow I’m able to be with him. I wish I could dream of him every night 🩵
I so wish I could have lovely dreams about my son.
I also dreamed of my sister a couple of times. In the first one, she had her arms opened wide to hug me. The 2nd one, she was healed and i couldnt believe it. I ran my hand up and down her legs and they were normal again. They werent swollen or cracked or weeping and no cellulitis or jaundice. So i think i will interpret this as she is not angry at me for her husband chasing me away and that she is with God and has a new body. Please be true!!