Although early days in grieving process 2 things are a concern! 1 my own Blood pressure medication, each day I promise to restart them the next morning but failed so far ! 2 eating, yesterday I thought I am having this for my evening meal earlier in the day which I did cook but then couldn’t face it and made a light sandwich instead! I portioned the cooked meal in to containers and placed in the freezer where realised this is trend as there are already 4 more meals frozen I had already cooked, I have close family and good friends which is clear to me are the only meals provided I’ve sat and eaten, I guess eating on your own isn’t as enticing?