I am doing what i usually do when thing when i get up is turn the computer on, if only to feel as if there is company at the other end when i come into my forums…Richards bedroom is opposite the office, i always now leave his bedroom door wide open for when i go throw myself over his bed and open up my heart to him which is as good as on a daily basis…oh yes, six months and not one day of not crying…
As i have posted several time son here before…my life has gone from one extreme to another, once a thriving household, noise, movements back and forth, flitting in and out of Richard, myself and our three darling dogs, well not anymore, now its just nothing, empty and void of all manner of life…this has become a very lonely place…why did it all have to end…
Jackie…