Does this pain , this so empty pain go away I’m not the same person without Tony it was the 2 of us now just me , listening to our music ( music meant so much to him) 23 miles away down the phone he played before we were married


I’m 11 months down the line don’t think this pain will ever go but music gets me through.Before I go to sleep I listen to all the special songs to us and through the day I have it on constantly.x

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I had a few good days away this week, but back home now. I was invited out tonight with friends but declined as I get so tired nowadays and need to rest a lot. So, I’m home crying again and watching the Pet Shop Boys on TV.
11 weeks now. I can’t believe he left me like this.