End of life reality

My mam has been doing so well lately coping with the changes cancer has thrown her way, but after a recent knee infection and losing her mobility she started to sleep more and was very confused.
She’s now been admitted to hospital and is losing a lot of blood, the cancer is restricting her kidneys and the loss of function is really sapping her away.
I know this is anticipatory grief but it’s so painful, I can’t control my crying, I can’t eat. I am struggling and I wanted to connect with others for support x

My mum was in hospital for a week before losing her fight. I felt that grief, I was begging the angels to either help her win or take away her pain.
The grief hits whenever it feels like it! No warning.
Whatever you have to do to let it out, do it.
Sending hugs x

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