Hello @Samluv85,
I am so sorry for the loss of your son - thank you for reaching out and for sharing a little bit about him with us.
I just wanted to give your thread a gentle bump - hopefully someone will be along to offer their support. You might also want to look at this thread: Loss of our son aged 27 - #8369 by maddie49 It’s a very supportive threads for parents who have lost a child.
Please do keep reaching out - you are not alone.
Seaneen