Honestly don’t know how much more I can take .since the loss of my parents .it’s just me and my older brother and he’s gone off the rails in a big way .
I’m always caught up with everythink and life getting the better of me …
I dont want to be around him anymore but I cant turn my back on him…
I got myself in such a state the other week were I nearly did something stupid to myself.
If it wasn’t for my teenage son comeing down I honestly think I would off…
I’ve reached off for help now and just waiting for appointments.
When will all this pain end or will it ever.