I’m sorry, it’s such a crap place to be in and yes, I’ll never understand why they had to go and why I’ve been thrown on another path in life. I’m 57, way to young to be without the love of my life. But I am, I didn’t get a choice. We had so many plans and had a life to live. It’s incredibly sad and difficult but he wouldn’t want me to wallow. I need to listen to what he would want for me. I’m sure he’s pissed that he was taken and didn’t get to fulfill his dreams. I feel I owe it to him to live mine. Hour by hour, small steps. Go slowly!
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