Where to start , I have not had a great 9 years , I sadly lost my mum 9 years ago and I miss her everyday, I then lost my wife 5 years ago she was only 50 and was my sole mate and I loved her with all my heart , last year I lost my mother in law , she was like another mum and we always kept in touch by phone calls and weekly vists, and now I lost my dad suddenly 3weeks ago , I’m so upset that losing all these people in my life it has been a hard , I don’t know why this has happened to me , from my mum passing to now my dad I haven’t had time to take it all in over the years , and that all these people meant so much to me and I miss dearly I often have bad thoughts why I’m still here !!
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Sorry to hear about all your losses. I lost my wife 5 years ago, she was 62 and I found her dead. still miss her terribly and I miss being special in someone’s life. I’m just surviving, that’s all we can do.
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Hi @Tony46, I am so sorry for what you’re going through, bad days invade our lives in a very brutal way. I am believing for better days, I hope you do too.