Hi,
I have never posted on anything like this before but i felt like I wanted to today, I lost my mum last December just before Christmas and I was not with her, I was planning to visit back home in just a few days. She had been struggling with alcohol and depression since both my grandparents died a few years ago, she had been in hospital several times because her liver was failing and in December she had a stroke.
Both my grandparents where also like parents to me and looked after me a lot, with them and my mum gone I dont really have any family left and I feel like I dont care about anything anymore after watching my mum lose herself the last few years.
I am 24 and I am an only child, the only family I have left is my step-dad and an uncle, I just feel really alone now and i miss my mum a lot.