Feeling guilty

My best friend lost her husband just under 8 weeks ago now tragically in a car accident, I can’t stop thinking about when I got to her house she had just been told he has died.
It’s absolutely devastating and I feel guilty… I don’t know why?! I just wish I could take some pain away, I feel guilty that I still have my boyfriend and even that we get to carry on in life… is that normal! I’m only 24 and it seems the grief is just coming on now… 8 weeks later.

To me, it seems very normal. I feel guilty every day. But, once the shock wears off, u will begin to realize, that ur friend would wanr the best for u.