Managed to go out today on bus but when i got there it was a place we used to visit so brought back how he was not there and my life now is doing things alone. This will take some time to get used to if i ever will.
Each day is harder now the funeral is over was kept busy with arrangements etc.
I think we all lack someone to talk too /orjust listen to how we feel. everything now is text. One day i need time alone next day i need people to talk too. My mind is so confused and now the weekends are here and i back home alone with grief.
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Lost my love. Sad to hear your story. Also strangely reassuring I am not the only person who feels this way. I try to keep contact with my in-laws but its a lost cause. I know I will never get over loosing a life long partner, its part of my temperament. I still cant believe I am a widow even after 18months,
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I agree … its very a very strange world … i think what i miss most is going out and him not being here when i get home and also i have started missing him in the morning again. I dunno why i just do … you sleep and you forget and then bam … you remember ! And you have to go do your own bloody breakfast and your own cup of tea ! Its so crap !! Honest to god why cant people understand how hard that is after years of being with your husband/ partner ! Its not really rocket science is it ! Xx
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