Feeling lost

The world keeps turning when you feel like yours has fallen apart. My beautiful big sister passed away in November. I miss her so much, I can’t express. She was my best friend and supporter. I feel lost. I miss the shopping trips and coffee shop visits. Looking at flowers in the Garden Centres. I see memes that normally I would have sent on to make her laugh. I imagine her rolling her eyes when I’ve done something daft. She’s with me every moment. I’m having such difficulty accepting this new reality and I’m angry.

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It’s the worst! My Brother died at the end of March ages 61 I found him in his bed! Such a shock to us all and my Mum is 95 (he was always the favourite!) lol! I can’t bear to think about him or look at a single photo yet! We had a lovely childhood and he lives next door

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