I have lost both parents in the space of 18 months. I kind of feel lost. Like its all sereal and I’m living in a dream that Im going to wake up from.
I feel like being the oldest amongst my siblings, that I have to be strong for them and my children.
Im craving mothers advice and my dads silly jokes. 
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Hello @Closey ,
I can see that you’re new to the community, so I wanted to say that I am so sorry for the loss of your parents that brings you here. You say you are feeling like you are living a dream all while trying to be strong as the older sibling and a parent yourself - this must be so difficult for you right now.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I wanted to share a few Sue Ryder resources with you that may help right now.
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Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
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Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
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Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
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Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care,
Alex