Oh Liz, Roger sounded lovely xx now i have just tested positive for COVID, i blame all the hugs that everyone gave me on Wednesday.
Im going to bed now as i feel shocking. Please keep intouch, talking with you today as really helped me.
Love
Shelley xx
Thankyou Shelley
I thought he was lovely, but I would wouldnt I, I love him so much.
Iām sorry to hear youāve got covid. Go to bed and stay there until you feel well.
I will keep in touch. Iām glad Iāve helped you
Sending a massive (covid free) hug
Love Liz x x
Thank you Liz
I feel really poorly with this horrible Covid thing!
Now i can understand why Harry didnāt push to see the doctors back in February, because he had not felt well since he had the vaccines, he put it down to them at first.
Leukaemia starts off with night sweating and joint pain (exactly what im going through).
I miss him more today than ever, as he would be looking after me ( always did when i ever got ill with a cold)
I hope today is a good one for you Liz.
Love and hugs
Shelley xx
Hi Shelley
Sorry youāre feeling so ill. Is this the first time youāve had it? I only had it once and it was awful. The first 3 days were the worst.
I hope you get over it quickly.
I know what you mean about Harry not being there to look after you, Roger was so good when I was ill, even when we had covid (we both had it together) he looked after me.
I do dread getting ill now.
The best thing for you is plenty of bed rest, which is probably all you feel like doing anyway. Try to sleep as much as you can and drink plenty.
Iāll be thinking of you today and just wish there was something I could do to help
Love and a big big hug
Liz x x
Hi Liz
I have had once before, but it just feels so much worse this time.
Maybe because Harry isnt here?.
Im going back to sleep now, you just replying is such a support Liz, 
i dont feel so alone
Lots of love, wont send you a hug, i dont want you to feel like i do!
Shelley xx
So sorry that youāre feeling ill. Covid really is horrible. We all had it and it really wipes you out. I dread getting ill, I donāt know what would happen to my daughter if I wasnāt well enough to care for her.
Look after yourself, we are all thinking of you.
Hugs xx
Thank you for your reply.
Seems like everything is so hard at the moment. And now i get Covid.
Big hugs xxx
Youāre not alone Shelley,
Weāre all here for you.
Iāll leave you to sleep now
Message when you feel up to it
Big hugs
Liz x x
Hugs Shellbells i have a sore throat and a chest infection at the moment . I am feeling very low at the moment .i think its because of the grief our immune system isnt working properly. Xxx
I hope you feel better soon Jo
I think youāre right, grief leaves us so vulnerable to everything.
Big hugs
Liz x x
Ty Liz i an feelings pretty rough at the moment . It doesnt help been alone does it. Xxx
No it doesnāt Jo.
So far Iāve stayed well but I dread being ill. Like you with Gra, Roger always looked after me if I was unwell.
Now we have to learn to look after ourselves
Big hugs
X x
Your not wrong Liro, Like Roger Gra would have taken care of me cooking drinks etc. Omg do I miss him my heart aches all day everyday. I would give anything for one more day with him. Xxx
W will all echo that Jo x x
Hi Shelley.
I was just wondering you are.
We havenāt heard from you for a while
Hope youāre ok
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Hello Liz
Im still feeling ill. I havenāt managed to get out of bed for nearly 48hrs.
I hate Covid!, 
I think ive been in and out of sleep, dreams have been real, where Iām back to the night when Harry died. Ive taken paracetamol to keep my temperature down. But wow this is one hell of another journey I could do well without.
Enough about my troubles Liz. What are you going to do today, the sun is out. I hope you have the strength (even if its only for me) to do something that can put a little smile in your heart 
?
Thank you for caring
Love
Shelley xx
Morning Shelly i hope youvsoon feel better , i have had covid twice its awful. Xxx
Thank you xx
Oh Shelley Iām so sorry youāre so poorly.
I hope I didnāt disturb your sleep
Thatāll be the best thing for you at the moment.
You seem to be having a real good dose of covid. Hopefully youāll start to feel better soon.
Iām not going to keep on but hopefully to cheer you a bit. My daughter, son-in-law and one of my Grandaughters are coming for dinner.
So Iāll be fine.
Now try to get back to sleep and get rid of that awful covid!.
Iāll wait to hear from you so I wont disturb you again
Love and hugs
Liz x x
Hi Liz
No you didnāt disturb me at all.
Thank you for your kind words. You enjoy your day,
I know i dont know you, but i can imagine that Roger would love to see you with a smile on your face enjoying time with your family in the sun.
Take very good care, im going to sleep now.
Lots of love
Shelley xx