I’m the same @Seaside23, @Emma1988 & all. It’s 6.5 months on for me since my mum died & I feel so scared, fearful & alone for the first time in my life.
Hugs to you all 
I’m so sorry that you’re going through this too. it’s a nightmare isn’t it.
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Anna I’m so sorry your going through this horrible horrendous feeling aswel can you not eat neither it’s just awful I’m so fearful of everything eating sleeping going out I hate this wish it would bugger off I’m so fed up xx
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That feeling of being scared all the time is horrible Anna. I really couldn’t comprehend it and still cant. My mum died on 6th Jan so it still is early days and hopefully things will become less raw (and for you too)
I was speaking to a friend the other day who lost her mum several years ago and the one thing she said to me without me saying anything was…
“The worst thing was a feeling of fear that comes from no where” and then i realised this was actually normal and ive seen many on here saying the same thing. It’s horrible though and i just wish it would go away
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