I haven’t wrote on here in a long while but feeling so alone in my own mind it’s just over a year my beautiful daughter Abbie 28 passed and my emotions are all over the place I feel numb lost all interest in anything and everything can’t get motivated at all missing my beautiful angel every second of every day my head feels like I’ve got a bouncy ball bouncing around with all my emotions feel like part off my heart has been taken with you Abbie, I love and miss you so much.
Feel like I just want to sleep all the time to not feel like this I don’t know my own mind anymore feels like I’ve lost my sparkle and energy with anyone around me,
With nothing in this in world to take away these thoughts and feelings.
Don’t feel myself right now
What is this numbness feeling in my head?
Why have I got no energy?
Where is my sparkle and energy gone?
Why is my answer to any questions I don’t know?
If only I had the answer to my own question maybe I could feel a little better in myself.
Anybody have these same feelings and could offer some advice please
I am so sorry for your loss. I have an understanding of how you feel. I lost my only daughter aged 25 just over 6 months ago. It is unbearable and still so unbelievable. I try to go out each day to swim or yoga to help me. I make myself get up, even though it feels pointless. I hope you have support.
So so sorry for the loss of your daughter. I really feel every emotion your going through having lost my Beautiful Daughter suddenly in front of me on the morning of her 34th Birthday in July this year. I am finding this grieving process so hard every day is different. I haven’t been able to concentrate on anything, nothing seems real anymore. Yvette was my world.
Thinking of you and sending love and hugs to every other mother who has lost a child. xx
Hello I also lost my daughter age 34 to secondary breast cancer and just over a year on the grief and sadness is overwhelming. I’ve started counselling and he said the depth of my grief shows the depth of my love. My life will never be the same, and I feel totally alone, although supported by my husband and two grandchildren And all the complications that come with navigating knowing he has fallen for someone else and it’s not my beautiful daughter anymore.
