Hey, mum passed in January, Mums house that she owned is being rented to her granddaughter (my niece) as the house now belongs to us (me & her other 3 daughters - my sisters.
My niece moves on 23rd June.
My niece has had a baby girl in March & she is now 4.5 months old & is such a delight. She is very excited to be moving in & although I probably should be excited too that she is moving in with her little family. I feel sadness that walking into what was mums isn’t how she had it as it been redecorated to modernise the home.
On the outside I show my excitement for her moving into Mums but inside I don’t feel ready to let go of mums house - being hers but at the same time I feel guilty of feeling this way. I’m not ready to let go and go further without her
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support, but I just wanted to let you know that you have been heard and you are not alone.