I lost my mum in March as some of you may know from chatting on here.
I would say in the past 6 weeks I feel like I have been coping less well with how I feel and after a difficult couple of weeks I went to the doctors yesterday. He was really nice and said he would put me on the waiting list for bereavement counselling. I also suffer from anxiety I have done for most of my life so that doesn’t help me either.
I feel tearful more often than I did initially. Although I have always been distraught about losing my mum I feel like I was numb for months and that as time goes on my feelings have become more raw if that makes sense.
I try to hold my head up and get on with day to day life. My mum would have been very upset to think of me being such a mess and I try to be strong. Besides the fact I have a beautiful family, husband and children who all need me to be me and not an emotional wreck.
Any advice welcome, has anyone else experienced the grief being worse months down the road?