I feel like am so lonely that on my own I just trying to battle everything y
I am sorry to read that you are lonely and struggling.
There is the Samaritans who are available to talk to for free 24/7, 365 days a year on 116 123.
Cruse Bereavement have advice on how to cope with the Loneliness 13. It would be worth having a read to see how it can help you.
If you type in the search bar Loneliness you can connect with members here who have experienced loneliness.
I do hope the above will be of help to you. Please continue to reach out and take care of yourself.
You are not on your own.This site is here for you along with do many lovely people who will respond and help you with advice and support Believe me when I say I felt exactly the same as you as my mum passed last Dec and I was in a terrible state.This site has been my lifeline and no way would I have got through my grief without it.
Please keep posting