The loss of my mother recently has sent shock waves in my life. I am filled with anxiety. Before she died I already suffered from some sort of ocd or gad. Now it’s peaked. On top of these anxieties is the worry about now my financial future as I’m living in a flat with parents, now only dad left. Work doesn’t pay enough.
On the outside I look fine to people, because that’s the only thing that people in this country want from you is a smile to put them in a good mood. But inside I’m grieving and worrying. I miss her so much.