Trying to stay strong. But my siblings wont let me see my father…I wasn’t allowed to see my mother too. She passed away last year and I got a call from my eldest sibling to let me know she had passed and I wasn’t allowed to go straight to the hospital so I saw her In the morgue. Now my father is still alive he called me in February to say he is lonely but again he has to call me when they are not around as I’m not allowed to see him. It’s coming up to my mother one year of passing and feel completely lost. I hold no ill feeling but miss her and right now miss my father.
Apologies for being so down. I just can’t shift this sadness I feel awful for feeling this way….
Hello @Bee4,
I’m part of the Online Community team and I can see that you are new to the community - I’d like to thank you for bravely starting this thread and sharing how you are feeling. I’m so sorry to hear about your mother. Most community members have sadly experienced the death of a loved one and so will understand some of what you are going through.
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support. In the meantime, you may wish to look at these Sue Ryder resources which might be helpful.
- Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
- Our Grief Coach text service, which sends you personalised text support via SMS
- Our free Online Bereavement Counselling which is held via video chat
- Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through.
I really hope you find the community helpful and a good source of support and I also hope you feel you can access more support should you need it.
Thank you again for sharing – please keep reaching out and know that you are not alone.
Take care,
Abi