Hey there you all I find having our group help me somewhat my emotions are mixed up I need some support in what way I don’t know yet, but having you all brings me to somewhere I’ve not had as yet.
I’ve just been through my Jod’s first birthday without her she would have been 34 she’d lost five n half stone cycling and calorie counting until towards her bigger bike rides she had to do a big thing and own that I’d mentioned this to her 
mother’s day is this week and I feel bad cos I need to concentrate on my other two children but I feel all my Christmas’s birthdays etc are on pause, my heart is truly truly broken,