I am still yearning and longing to see my family , looking for them. Not walking and searching where they used to be- like I did - I have moved away- but in photos , items.
My Mum died on her 90th Birthday in 2020 ( Covid in hospital) my Sis died 18 months later 10.2021 (CA) and my Dad 8 weeks after that, 2/1/2022
Although my M&D had great long lives the upset and emotional turmoil of the last year/ months / weeks of their lives and things they had to deal with tears me apart.
My life is fantastic I have a great partner and great friends a job I love-absolutely nothing to complain about and so much to be grateful for. I feel as if I’m such a different person now days.